Finally trying to breath
coming above, after being lost at sea
now trying to find me
Knowing what I want
but seeing less of what I was
this isn't the end
but losing every ounce of Love
craving touch, but going numb
craving to see, but loss of sight
trying to hear but sounds
of a throbbing heart triumph
the scent of a old soul breaks down on me
and all that surrounds is a tunnel
an endless tunnel of a soul
with nothing left to give
a soul who needlessly forgives
don't trust anyone
the bruises are to strong
don't care to much
for in a moment they will be gone
where oh where can I find myself within
this black hole keeps sucking me in
sorrow and sadness
torture and sin
as I always wake up with a smile again
wanting to curl up in a ball
so I cant hurt anyone,
and they cant hurt me,
but that wont happen
people notion against that call
trying to move on from a part of me
where I gave up
hoping that my future would guide me
but blood drains from my flesh
screams weep from my eyes
this Crystal body drowns me again
as I remember nothing can complete me
I myself cant accomplish this
for my younger soul has defeated me
And left me in ruins to grasp Agony
