Graffiti

What Do You Do,
When Everything You Have Ever Hoped For,
Is Right In Front Of You...
Yet It's Not There
Something You Dream Of You Finally Find,
Yet It Disappears
It's So Surreal It Goes Beyond Your Imagination,
You Lose Track Of Time
And Then When You Least Suspect It,
It Slaps You In The Face
Makes You Remember All The Things
You DID NOT Want To Remember.
Feel All The Emotions You Hoped To Never Feel Again,
All You Can Do Is Ask Yourself Why,
Wonder What Your Suppose To Do
What Your Suppose To Say
Should You Be Angry...
Or Let It Slide?
Act Like It Never Bothered You And It Never Happend,
When Is Enough?
Getting So Dizzy With Questions
The Room Spins,
Graffitied On Your Mind Are The Words
Does He Know?
Does He Even Care?
Would He Listen?
Better Yet Would He Hear?
Overwhelmed By Thoughts
Where Do You Start To Unravel
The Knotted Strings
Holding Up Your Wall
Of the Confusion And Unknowing
Wanting Nothing More
But To Leave Only The Good
So Once Again
Your Smile is Glowing
Your World Still...
To The Point You Lose Time
Due To Joy Happiness And Love
Your Hope Restored...

When Is This Possible?
Better Yet How??

Death Defying

Fear consumes my thoughts
as I’m standing in a dark crowded room
and all I can think of is her
seeing her crumble
her body weaken
her heart beat racing
her breaths shallow
she’s helpless in this battle
I say her name
to try to keep her conscious
but she don’t move
she don’t make a sound
my minds going insane
the room starts spinning
and suddenly its empty
scared for her
unsure what to do
I’m trying
as I am next to her on the floor
her eyes roll
her body shifts
I try to stimulate more movement
gently I shake her
hoping she would come to
I hear a drum line
wondering if its hers or mine
Thud , thud, thud
she barely makes a sound
I have to think of my next move
scared for her I will lose
not knowing where would be safe
should she go home
or is it to late
still puzzled
on what brought her to this
knowing she’s strong
something is really wrong
she’s crashing
this boggles my mind
I feel helpless
preying she will be fine
all I can do is hold her hand
as she lays there virtually dying
inside I am crying
please make this horrifying dream go away
and let my twisted mind be lying...