Fear consumes my thoughts
as I’m standing in a dark crowded room
and all I can think of is her
seeing her crumble
her body weaken
her heart beat racing
her breaths shallow
she’s helpless in this battle
I say her name
to try to keep her conscious
but she don’t move
she don’t make a sound
my minds going insane
the room starts spinning
and suddenly its empty
scared for her
unsure what to do
I’m trying
as I am next to her on the floor
her eyes roll
her body shifts
I try to stimulate more movement
gently I shake her
hoping she would come to
I hear a drum line
wondering if its hers or mine
Thud , thud, thud
she barely makes a sound
I have to think of my next move
scared for her I will lose
not knowing where would be safe
should she go home
or is it to late
still puzzled
on what brought her to this
knowing she’s strong
something is really wrong
she’s crashing
this boggles my mind
I feel helpless
preying she will be fine
all I can do is hold her hand
as she lays there virtually dying
inside I am crying
please make this horrifying dream go away
and let my twisted mind be lying...
