Sitting here Thinking,
Wondering, Needing,
Not understanding,
Why I'm here,
Where I'm headed,
Or what exactly it is I fear,
if it's the Blood Ridden scars,
or the Pale Blue bruises,
that wont disappear,
I guess the thought of losing again,
is really to clear,
The Vision of Hate,
The Pain of a Broken Heart,
is to Powerful,
I feel like I'm in a permanent state
of a horror film,
I don't know if I want to continue,
with every second that goes by,
I'm dying a little more,
I don't know if I have the courage,
to find out if I'm the lucky one to live,
or just another sad ending of a sad life,
A terrified strife,
Careless to believe,
to have thought,
to be horrified and distraught,
towards nothing but everything,
wanting hope,
wanting joy,
oh where,
oh where,
is anything but a lost soul,
that's been deployed,
tears stream like crystal gems,
down a soft smooth cheek,
creating a river,
that I will forever weep,
A rocky path of everything
but what's always put last,
sitting here now,
I wish I could,
but adding me to the crazy mess,
I hold on my own shoulder's
would create more issue's than desired,
and right now,
I'm just to tired!
3 comments:
Hey Tasha, I really liked it. I think I'm the only one up at this time of night, but that's new richmond americinn for you lol. Your writings are always so good. :) I love reading them. Hope all is well. Take care Ashley
Hey Ash, Thank all is pretty good how have you been? Thanks for leaving the comment you should become a follower so you keep updated on when I update this.:) Thanks again, And I hope all is great and you not having to much fun at the American inn:)
Tasha,
I really like this, your writing does nothing but get better and better and I don't think it can get any better, its all so amazing. I look forward to reading these, I check as often as I can, as you know. Stay strong, and get some rest. I love you and miss you lots and lots. ~*Nessa*~
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