Betrayed

feeling empty
with a broken heart
alone
with no where to start
no one to understand
why all the chaos has torn me apart
sent into turmoil
back to the state
where I am no ones for the taking
thought I could trust
thought I could confide
then I realized once again
there is to many people out there ready for sin
ready to try and deteriorate me from within
without a soul to see the pain it causes me
not a care from them
why do I sit here under discipline
they lie and play games
I sit here and hide
all because they put my name to shame
sick of defending
mending
fixing missing
forgiving but in the end
losing
what I thought to be friends
yet some how
because I am strong
some pride lingers and
I’ll say this before I say so long
when you need a true friend to help you
I will have already be gone
leaving you wishing
you wouldn’t have burned me
to the point where you
yourself
don’t know where you belong