Alone

I ask myself many things,
am I alone?
am I doing things right?
Why, is it we always fight?
Can I make things stop,
Can I fix this,
Can we be like before,
always happy
confiding,
friends,
Wondering if you will ever see
what you keep turning your back on,
hoping someday you will remember
the people who love you the most
I keep trying
always end up crying
the river keeps flowing
with no one ever knowing
wishing you would listen
but you just think I'm stupid
I really do miss you,
now I have no one to protect me
just being so lost
I have no idea why i keep trying
You keep pushing me,
telling me I'm nothing,
worthless,

Just wanting to be something,
let me check,
yep still nothing
the feelings are so morale
I'm just.... alone!