The underlying Sensation

love is terrifying trust it once and
you could be eternal but trust it twice
and your doomed for misery
fate tempts all but life only lets me fall
happiness is a feeling long missed
now im lost and confused
and no one sees me quiver and twist
i will push on i will sore high
i will become more then just a simple mind
to show you now
who i am is to show you life to show you then
wasnt anything but strife
falling off my rocker
only now to see
what i was always scared would happen
finally did happen to me
not wanting to cause harm
still dont make others understand
girls i dont want your man
i want to be single thats where i stand
hes all yours
all i want is a friend with a helping hand
fellas you know the drill
ima tom boy still
help me kick back and make my life chill
for everyone your different thoughts
please respect me
say it to me or dont say it at all
respect yourself and stand tall
be brave and happy for who you are
no one makes you anything
you only make yourself something
to become everything
now with sweet revenge
i send prayers your way
i ask him for forgivness
and bless us all with another day