I wonder

Sitting here thinking
pondering
deleting
I don't get it
I'm scared I know this
I'm not running
just second guessing this
I know I want this
I know I don't want to change this
but its not my thoughts I second think
it's yours
Sometimes I think about you
and what if its just a game
that the player story is true
am I falling to hard for you
am I just setting myself up
to get screwed
my skin is cold
my eyes full of tears
I tremble with fear
I wonder how close is to close
how close to hold you near
I don't care I still love you
but is that what I really fear
You tell me you do too
But is me believe just being a fool
are you just addicted to me
I wonder why. if that's the case to be
where do I go
and how do I think this
when every moment with you
brings me complete and udder happiness