At least who you used to be!

Your suppose to be the one I confide in
the one who would listen
the one who I knew no matter where I went in life
I could turn to
It seems that I have been wrong
It seems that our time has come

now I no longer belong
I am no longer a part of you
but you keep a part of me
As we are blood
its strong yes
but not strong enough
I am immortal on the surface
but not all the way through
I KNOW I am not perfect
but neither are you
I just need to know
now that I obviously have been left behind
If you really resent me,
If you really hate me that much
I can no longer forget the hurt you have caused me
the pain you keep causing me
I love you but in your eyes
I am.. nothing
You seem to think that I only do wrong
that I don't do right
that I should no longer...
exist
so as I have been struggling
I ponder now if I should even
put up this fight anymore
I always looked up to you
but now....
I am speechless as to you
I know once I am gone
you will forget me
but I will never forget you!
At least who you used to be