I only dream him

Sitting here imagining you
wondering if I could ever have you
Your perfect little smile
your adorable laugh,
Getting lost in your deep gorgeous eyes
and soothed by your gentle touch
When your near
I am only able to hear
a gentle drum beat
yet the only thing I can do is fear
fear the loss of you
before I even have you
Fear never seeing you
never meeting you
and forever being alone
I crave you in way that is inevitable
I know you exist
and my body
my mind
my heart wont let me love another
my standards are set
so in my dreams you will rest
till I find you in fates path
I will imagine you
in every way shape and form
and see you in my dreams!