Our Gift

I know many things in life
I know I have always made mistakes
Have gotten scared
Have pushed everyone away
I am trying not to do that
I am trying to stay
I am trying to do things the right way
but I don't feel right
I wish it was still you
that I would fall asleep to everything
I wish it was still you that everything was the same
I know I was the one who walked away
and I guess I do regret something to this day
There has only been two things in my life
that I would have ever changed
and both had to do with you
I wont be able to fix them
until your a part of me again
I don't know if I can wait until I am 25
but I know the time is soon again
Remember our last thoughts
our last words
remember what your heart really says
mine says it too
its time to stop being scared
I am sorry for my mistake
but I wont be able to forget it
Until all this is sorted through
Forgive me
Like I have forgiven you
bless our gift once more