Tuesday, December 16, 2008

tell me now

how does it feel?
to know that he wakes up in the morning
and your not the one he thinks about
how does it feel to believe you have won
but something that was never there for the taking
how does it feel to know that you are not really what his heart desires
tell me now what you are really thinking because in the end your just a little thing
a altered path of temporary romance
tell me now what it feels like to know his heart is not yours
that you don't hold a thing of him
that in an altered state of mind you think you do but in reality you know the truths
tell me please how you handle it when everyday your still on your knees
trying to fight it lying to yourself and hiding whats reality
just so you can have your duality
tell me in the morning do you see everything
do you see that you can never keep him satisfied
that all things in hand your just trying to hide them
how does it feel to know?

1 comment:

*Jen* said...

Tasha Nicole T. That is absolutely amazing. I really got into that one, especially because I know exactly what this is. No pride should be taken in that persons actions, evrything is the honest to god truth, and I'm sooo glad you wrote this. It is amazing, and good to get off your shoulders even though we know the person won't read it. This is great. I love you!! =]