Free? to be me?

I am no myself
I know this
but how do I change
what everyone sees me as
how do I go back
to just being me
not the model
not the Hollywood everyone knows
Just Tasha,
the girl who talks to everyone
I don't want to be a heart breaker
I don't want to run with anyone's soul
I don't want to be the one who
everyone sees in there own perception
all there deception!
I keep falling down
but keep my composer
I am just looking for love
trying to find someone who will except my
black and blue
battered heart
and possibly repair it
and put it above
I don't want to be anything but me
and that's all I am asking for
from anyone
just to accept
and let me live free