Promise

You see that I am happy
and what you see holds to be true
You think that I am not even noticing
the difference from everyone
and the way you look at me too,
I try to keep my eyes light
and my face cheerful
I lie to myself to think I don't need you
our past is inevitable
our future we have a promise
something we both vowed to keep
its hidden inside of us
just waiting for one of us to speak,
I know you still feel the same way too
just because you tell me so
and the look you give me
its the same thing you used to do
you think that my smile
is because I am really better off with out you
that I am safer without you
that our worlds are better separated at this time
but look at everything
the way we make each other feel
the envy people still hold for our friendship
the voids people are trying to cause
if only they know how close we are
no matter how far apart we become
we will always be attached
we will always have our thoughts
we will always have that promise
that will change our lives forever
in just a few years
together