Friday, December 12, 2008

Subconsciously

Subconsciously I am Afraid
I am so scared to let someone in
I just feel ashamed
I can hide
I can play
I can be everything expected
but I cant stay
its like I am being tormented
I am full of this stolen power
But I am not afraid
I have nothing to lose
You with me have nothing to gain
its life's never ending game for me
sadly I have already played my ace
I have already lost
Although I walk with grace
You will never even remember my face
I will push you away
I will run I will stray
Don't get attached
you need to know this
time for me has collapsed

1 comment:

*Jen* said...

That is a good one, I like it. Very Nice. I feel like I can relate to sme of your poems, and I like that. =]